feel alone n feel empty

sape yang berubah skg ni?i ke u??hmm...knp kte dua dh x cm dulu kn??knp??hmm..i x thu nk ckp mcm ne..i feel so much alone now in my heart...y?i x thu...u bz with ur study n i bz ngn study i jgk..hmm...knp kte mcm ni?sedeh la..bile i ingt u,i sedeh..hmm....asl la jd mcm ni..i  xthu la sape yg brubah.i ke.. u ke..or kte dua yg brubah.hmm...u jgk yg kata kalo ade pape mslh bgtau kt u...u x bgi i simpan u takot t jd bnde laen..tp i asa skg i lebeh byk diamkan diri dari i ckp ngn u kn??i rindu u..ya...i mish u dammm much..skg un kte dh jrang msj2...kn??kol pun jauh la skali.ade masa2 je kn??huhu..xpe2 i phm,msing2 tgh bz kn?xkn nk kaco,hmm..nk ckp pe?x de pe...nothing...i buleh nk jge diri i sndiri...i nk u...i nk u...i nk u...tp buleh ke i dpt??hmmm..i dunt know