to pretend to be strong

what i need to do now??so much hurt n cry to tears..ooh damm...u make me so guilty right now..hmm..plis la jgn mcm ni..ok?its not fair to me..hmm..ya sgt sedeh la.knp?x thu la..tp sgt sedeh..susah kn nk wt pilihan dlm idup kte?ape nk wt dh nsb bdn.hmm..rmai kate i seorg yg plastik..suke menyembunyikn kesedehan atau mslh.haha..babe..i always pretend i'm happy but in my heart only god know..hmm..ok x mcm tu?huhu.perlu ke i bgtau?mybe x kot..huhu...nk cite pe?ntah la.x de kot...

too pretend to be strong....